Returning to Uni
If you’d told me a few years ago that I’d be going back to university, I probably would’ve laughed (and cried a little too). When I dropped out the first time, I thought that part of my life was over — that I’d had my chance and it just wasn’t for me. But life has a funny way of gently nudging you back toward what feels right, doesn’t it?
Over the past few years, I’ve learned so much about who I am and what I truly want from my career and my life. And after a lot of reflection, conversations, and cups of tea, I’ve decided to go back to university in January 2026 to study midwifery.
Why I Chose Midwifery
I’ve always known that I wanted to work with people — to help, to care, to make a difference in some way. When I was younger, I thought that meant becoming a doctor. But once I was studying medical biochemistry, I realised that what I actually loved was the human side of care — not the lab, not the theory, but the people.
I’ve always felt a pull toward women’s health, motherhood, and supporting others through life’s big transitions. Midwifery feels like a perfect fit for that — it’s meaningful, hands-on, and heart-led. I love the idea of building real relationships with women and families, being a part of such an important moment in their lives, and helping people feel safe, supported, and cared for.
What It Means to Start Over
Deciding to start over in my twenties wasn’t easy. I had to admit that the job I was in — a comfortable 9–5 corporate role — wasn’t making me happy. I’d burnt out trying to make something work that just wasn’t right for me, and I realised that comfort isn’t the same as fulfilment.
Going back to university means taking a step back financially and re-adjusting my routine completely, but it also means moving towards something that feels true to who I am now. I’m not the same person I was when I first went to uni at 18 — and that’s a good thing. This time, I’m going in with more self-awareness, gratitude, and clarity about what I want my life to look like.
How I’m Preparing for the Change
Since deciding to go back, I’ve been quietly getting myself ready — practically, emotionally, and financially. I’m saving money, revisiting my budgeting spreadsheet, and trying to make smart decisions now so that next year feels less overwhelming.
I’m also focusing on building small, healthy routines — early mornings, regular exercise, home-cooked meals, and proper rest — because I know I’ll need that balance once studying starts.
Most of all, I’m trying to keep my mindset open. Change can feel scary, especially when it means walking away from what’s familiar, but I’m choosing to see it as a fresh start rather than a step back.
What I’m Most Looking Forward To
I can’t wait to study something that feels right. To wake up excited to learn, to be surrounded by people who care about the same things I do, and to feel like I’m working towards something meaningful.
I’m excited to feel proud of what I do — to see the difference I can make, even in small ways. And honestly, I’m just so ready to put my heart into something that feels like me.
A Note to Anyone Feeling “Behind”
If you’re reading this and wondering whether it’s too late to start over — it’s not. There’s no age limit on figuring out what makes you happy. Sometimes we need a few detours to find the right path, and that’s completely okay.
Changing direction doesn’t mean you’ve failed. It means you’ve grown.
So take the leap, even if it’s scary. You might just end up exactly where you’re meant to be.
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🌼 My Little Plans Before Uni
Until then, I’m focusing on the simple things — tending to my garden, cooking new recipes, reading more, and making my home feel calm and cosy. I want to enjoy this season of preparation and quiet before the whirlwind of student life begins again.
Because this time, I’m not rushing. I’m walking into my next chapter slowly, with purpose, and a lot of hope.
